
Life Guide and Retreat Host
It is an honor to share a glimpse of my journey with you.
From a young age, I cultivated a deep passion for plants and alternative healing modalities. Growing up in an environment where prescription medications were often the first solution, I witnessed the negative long-term effects of chemical reliance. This inspired me to explore natural, holistic approaches that prioritize balance and well-being over treating symptoms of distress.
I am deeply committed to offering a highly exclusive and personalised Ibogaine retreat experience. My approach is grounded in extensive knowledge of plant medicines and a heartfelt dedication to each client's journey. Ensuring safety and nurturing through professional protocols is my top priority.
In my twenties, my curiosity led me to the study of Philosophy, where my spiritual journey began in earnest. Immersing myself in meditation, diverse religions, and healing practices, I gained a profound appreciation for the interconnectedness of life and the potential for healing rooted in nature.
Overcoming personal challenges through adventure and self-discovery has been integral to my personal growth. I have embraced thrilling activities such as skydiving, cliff jumping, and fire walking, alongside transformative practices like silent retreats, vision quests, transformational courses, sweat lodges, and drumming circles. These experiences have shaped my holistic approach to creativity, healing, and personal growth.
My interests and studies span a wide spectrum of disciplines, including Fine Art, Ceramics & Glass, Classical Music, Drama, Ballroom Dance, and Philosophy. I've also studied Jungian Psychology, Aromatherapy, Crystal Healing, and Personal Development courses. Sustainability and a love for the earth led me to explore permaculture gardening, deepening my connection to nature.
My journey into plant medicines has been profoundly transformative. For the last 30 years I have experienced Ayahuasca, Psilocybin, San Pedro, Kambo, and 5-MeO-DMT. Each ceremony has enriched my understanding of these sacred plants and their power to heal. However, it was Ibogaine that truly resonated with my life's purpose in 2014. For over a decade, I have been humbled to work with this powerful medicine, which has not only transformed my life but also equipped me to serve humanity with compassion and wisdom.
“You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.”
At the heart of my work is a mission to help each client rebuild their confidence, reconnect with their authentic selves, and realise their highest potential. Each retreat is carefully tailored to meet individual needs, creating a supportive environment for healing and transformation.
Ibogaine is not a quick fix. You have to take ownership of this healing process. The profound inner work begins before the experience, and it's your responsibility to follow our guidance in preparation. The medicine itself is merely the midpoint; the real transformation occurs during integration. Throughout this process, we will be there, walking alongside you every step of the way.
Healing is not a destination but a deeply lifelong, personal voyage. My mission is to guide you with care, understanding, and respect, helping you rediscover your inner strength and purpose. I invite you to join me on this transformative journey toward balance, healing, and self-discovery through the power of plant medicine.
Thank you for reaching out. I look forward to walking this path of transformation, balance, and purpose with you.
Each person has been chosen for depth of training and alignment with the retreat's core values: medical rigor, psychological sophistication, and unconditional respect.
Nicci Jacobs
Supports the body's natural healing response through energy work and somatic practices during the retreat week.

Zenta Malan
Works with nervous system capacity, helping participants reclaim agency after deep psychic shifts.

Lotta Nilsson
Nutritional support and Kahuna bodywork, physical care that underpins the retreat's whole-person approach.

Susan (Savitri) Rossetto
Kundalini yoga and breath work for integration days, movement as grounding and consolidation.
John Reinecke
ALS paramedic present throughout the medicine journey. Clinical safety is non-negotiable at every retreat.

Heindrich Roets
Senior paramedic providing additional medical support and continuity of care across the retreat.
Online · UKAnders Beatty
Ibogaine counsellor and transpersonal guide, supporting preparation and integration remotely from the UK.
Online · SADesiree Van Der Merwe
Registered psychologist providing assessment, support, and post-retreat integration therapy.
Online · SANurma Dippenaar
Functional medicine health coach supporting pre- and post-retreat nutritional and metabolic protocols.
Online · SAAnnalie Swiegers
Astrological integration guidance for those who find symbolic frameworks useful in processing their experience.

Sara Ucendo
Kambô ceremony facilitator for participants who wish to include additional cleansing work alongside ibogaine.

Kent Steenekamp
Traditional healing practices grounding the retreat in African botanical and ceremonial wisdom.